Pieces of me ♥

Not good!

2012-01-31T18:35:00.003+08:00

Even I have them, it's a different feeling.

I'm so weird cause I couldn't feel them, at all.

I want to know, and change, trying my best.

But end up couldn't. I hate to know the fact.

I can't lie to myself.

I wonder, why?

Maybe I should, forget about it and move forward.

They are not my good choice after all.

Loves,

Mel :)

The one that got away!

2012-01-31T18:33:00.001+08:00

Please listen this song! They are super awesome :)

the one .

2012-01-31T18:24:00.002+08:00

neglected? sudden change? unhappy?

Sometimes, I should listen to others opinion instead of follow my own way.

I just don't see any changes or maybe it's a naturally changes?

Hrmm, couldn't said so . . .

communication and interaction playing a big role

Happy Chinese New Year!

2012-01-31T17:49:00.003+08:00

Hello peoples! How you doing? I'm doing really great :D Can't remember when was my last time sitting in front my laptop and blog, it's been some time. And I didn't know how and what to blog now. LOL! I had a great chinese new year celebration with my friends and family *winks winks* Sad part is I couldn't make it on the exact date of my flight ticket due to presentation on the next day, end up wasted the ticket and bought a new one. Original plan is go back together with Mr Raymond Tan! It's okay, I still able to go back after all, just a bit late. Haha! Nine days holiday is not enough! Hang out with friends, family gathering, reunion lunch and dinner and the important part is gamble! Woots woots! I used to gamble every year since I was a kid and as usual this year too! I can't missed the gamble part, else I gonna regret till I die. Didn't know why I'm so addicted to gamble LOL! Is an illness, till you get addicted with play cards hoho ^^ Don't really spent much time with family, just because I spilt my time to my friends also. Mum always complaint! I wish there is 48 hours everyday when come to chinese new year! Haha! Ate a lot this year, homecook dishes, outside foods, cookies, bak-gua and drank a lot of chrysanthemum tea and lychee drinks and also alcohol! LOL Beer session with dad :) Years by years I got less red packets cause this year no more gong gong and popo :/ I remember we used to gather the day before chinese new year, the laughters, chit-chatting, it's all gone.

Finally get to sleep when I'm back to KL! Hang out every day till late night and have to woke up early the next morning make me look like a panda OMG! Lack of sleep, skin condition getting worse! duhhhh! Plan to do some photoshoot at hometown end up nothing. Shouldn't be bringing back laptop and dslr camera cause I don't even have time to touch them. I should have know this and I don't have to carry this heavy-stuff. Grrr! Forget about it! Alright, and I'm back to town now. No more chinese new year mood, back to assignments and final projects mood! I HAVE TO DO MY WORK AND PREPARE FOR GRADUATION INSTEAD OF WASTING MY TIME PLAYING OUT THERE! I-HAVE-TO!

No more shopping! hang out! movie! slack! Okay, seriously have to stop all these! Too much bad habit and wasting money. I've to change! like seriously I have to.

And now I've some plan to share :)

Will be graduating at this april and follow by internship till june and I'm done!

I'm done with my advanced diploma in raffles *scream*

It's holiday! :D

and will be preparing for overseas study! didn't know where to go yet. *confusing*

Hopefully I can come back next year for cny if I'm going uk *pray hard hard*

Ohh yaaa, and I have to start applying uni now instead of talking so much here, didn't even research anything yet *bang wall*

Okay, it's my future! I've to really consider and think twice for my own good. Didn't want to regret at the end and blame no one. Too much to consider and it's all gonna be my own decision. So, yea! think!

And and, get to talk to a lot of friends at this chinese new year. Feeling so glad even just for a while. hahhhh :D Didn't meet my secondary-school-girls, thought will be gathering or stuff but NO D: Alright, guess that would be all for today. Have a good day everyone :)

Lots of loves,

Melissa Tan

Beginning of 2012

2012-01-07T00:58:00.002+08:00

Hi readers, it's been a long long time I'm not writing. My last post is 10th of December which is last year. Sounds so long, it's actually last month! HAHA :D I've been busy, really busy. As usual too much to do, too less of time. Graphic Design student! Spending limited time everyday on the line, this is why I don't get to update my blog :/ Here come the hardest part when quite sometime i never blog, where to start? what to blog? I have to keep myself writing more often to learn more :) Hardly blog every single thing, would be random-life-post again =.= *as usual*

Started my semester break on the last week of december, back to hometown once I passed up all my assignments and stuff. Spent my christmas eve and new year eve in hometown. Boring? Not at all, it's a peaceful celebration. I simply love my hometown, no jam no nothing, simple life, so peaceful. I just feel like staying there everytime I finished rushing my assignments. Hometown is always the place for me to chill, to get myself out of my hectic life in KL. Didn't know why lately I'm so easily to stress up, easily get panic. Everything can be solved! I did nothing in this break, other than eat , sleep and hang out. Nothing else. Fully re-charged myself for my final semester. Time to graduate, to go for internship, one step closer to reality. I cannot believe, why time past that fast?! It's like blink of eye, and it past. Just like that. This is why I always try my best to appreciate, to care. Lately, Im so forgetful. I'm getting worse, I didn't know why. Even I take vitamins but they don't help. How can I change myself to be not that forgetful?! hrmmm! Feeling so guilty for spending parents money, everytime! Trying so hard to save but I never success. Shopaholic mood always there when I'm in a mall, and when there are sale! I always tell myself no more second time but the second time is forever there. No matter how many time I promise I just couldn't make it. I seriously didn't know what happen to me?! Can somebody lecture me? You wouldn't know how long I've been finding a way, a way to solve. I'm such a bloody loser in this!

What am I gonna do after graduate? Holding my cert and searching for job all around KL? I couldn't imagine how am I gonna look like that time. Thousand millions people agree that being a designer will end up get nothing at last. What if I'm one of them? All of sudden, I don't believe in me. I don't have faith sometimes but I'll self-lecture and I'm alright after that. How-weird! My mum said I'm weird, she said I'm too random, I don't have plan. True, I'm random but I have plan mum! Just I'm un-sure with my plan. I need more motivation and confident! Yesh confident! Alot more please, then would be good :)

I'm thinking, how much time I spent on my phone everyday. What if I use all these time to do some reading, then would be wonderful. Reading is good! And I don't actually do my reading lately. Nope, since I'm in KL. I never read books :( Duhhhhh! I'm still looking for a book called " Act like a lady, think like a boss " They are hardly found, must be a nice book that's why. I only read graphic design books and they are all more to visual. I'm improving my visual imagination but my languages going down. =.=! Time to read!

Alright, nothing much for this post. All I'm thinking now is to work hard on my final project! Put everything behind and Hi final project! Ohhh yaaa, Welcome 2012! I know it's a lil bit late to talk about this haha! Anyway, my biggest wish in 2012 is to get in a good uni and study overseas! It's a good year ahead!

XOXO

Melissa Tan

Daily life

2011-12-10T00:17:00.003+08:00

Hi! Feel like blogging at this time. So will be a random daily life post again :)

Visited my classmate who is in hospital this afternoon, caused of high fever. Peoples, drink more water and take care of your health! Is really terrible if you're sick! Due to the patient said he want to drink " Gong cha milktea ", and so we dropped by Klcc before off to Klang. Urghhh, I don't know what to write! LOL Accompanied my friend for like three hours in the hospital and we went back to KL, very very bad traffic jam when on our way home. It took us two hours to reached! Tired max! Pizza as dinner :) and now I'm here, so sleepy. It's late now, time for bed.

I.SERIOUSLY.HAVE.TO.DO.MY.ASSIGNMENTS!

start tomorrow!

Good night :D

xoxo

Melissa Tan

A thousand years

2011-12-09T23:50:00.002+08:00

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt
Suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you

Darlin' don't be afraid I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty I know she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath, every hour has come to this
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid,
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

#awesomelyrics #awesomemusic #melove

It's been a while

2011-12-06T21:40:00.002+08:00

Hello, I'm here to save my blog! I know I know, it's been some time I never update. How are you guys? Good? I'm doing fine here. As usual, busy and hectic life. Tough assignments and course works. Too much to do, too less of time. And sometimes, I'm lazy, I slack though. This is one of the reason why I'm always running out of time. Anyway, I enjoy my life right now. Love being busy than doing nothing around :)

Urghhh, the hardest part is here. I didn't know where should I start to blog. Shouldn't have stop blogging for that long time. duuhhhhhh! Urmm urmm, mum came KL for two weeks and we had fun! Non stop shopping and having awesome foods! XD Loving my mum to be in KL! I didn't know how many times I've came back to hometown in this semester, it's like every single month. Didn't know why, I just love to come home so much, even for few days. That's more than enough for me, to relax, to chill. I just need somewhere to relax my mind. The peoples, the foods, the environment over here, are just so-me! I'm belong to this place, seriously, I'm happy! HAHA :D

This semester goes so fast, it just gonna end in two weeks time and one more semester left. I didn't want to graduate, I'm not ready yet T_T I'm afraid to go for interview, internship. Ohh-Noo! That's just way too fast for me. I don't think I'm mature enough to step one step closer to this reality world. Too much to worry man! :( Next semester would be planning for graduation show and portfolio. I didn't want to do that yet! Gahhhhhhh! Or I should really face the truth, I should grow up?! Hrmmmmm iamnothappy :/

It's now december! My favorite month! Should have lots of fun, lots of joy. Lots of lots of........

Can't wait to finish my final project, pass them up and enjoy my semester break weeeee :)

What's my christmas plan? I celebrated christmas last year in Penang. And this year? No one is planning, or that might be a bit too early? Guess I'll end up chilling with my girl-friend at somewhere. HAHA! That's what we always do! How about new year eve? Guess I'll end up staying home and have some drink with my parents :D

Currently in hometown, few days getaway is love :)

Going back to KL tomorrow. Gonna do my best for finals and come home fast!

Some heart-feelings-thought post coming up next. Gimme a break!

Lots of love,

Melissa Tan

System down!

2011-11-21T11:39:00.002+08:00

Hectic life, productive months, busy days.

This is why I'm not updating my blog at all.

Currently in class, just finished advertising presentation.

So tired and sleep! I wanna go home.

Okay byeeee. This blog is dead. Will be back soon.

Lots of loves,

Melissa Tan

Hell tired

2011-11-08T01:27:00.001+08:00

Too much to do, too less of times.

I feel like pause everything.

I AM TIRED!

03.11.2011

2011-11-03T21:56:00.002+08:00

Three days holiday was over, time flies but yup I did something. *winks*

Two more months to semester break and I already can't wait. Can't wait to welcome December, must be a good good month :) It's been some times I never upload photos to my blog, so lazy to transfer all the photos into my laptop. It's okay, nothing special with the photos, it just gonna be some random hang out photos and stuff. Beginning of November is just treating me so well, I enjoy too much lately. But it just make me happy, yea lifeeeee. It's my life. I should cherish every moment! Everything back on track right now, I'm a happy kid. Family, friends, life, everything is good. I keep those I want, I left those I didn't want behind. Easy as that. Not to make things complicated. I had enough.

I miss daddy and mommy and I'm going to see them tomorrow ^^

Family always the best WOOTS! Too much to do for this trip back to hometown.

Everything on list to complete. No more procrastination and disappointment.

Gonna be five hours journey tomorrow, ohhh I didn't pack yet. lol!

Not gonna pack, bringing laptop only hehee

wokay, time for bed. Good night :)

Lots of loves,

Melissa Tan

I feel like dancin'

2011-11-03T21:50:00.002+08:00

I feel like dancing tonight,
I’m gonna party like it’s my civil right,
It doesn’t matter where, I don’t care if people stare,
'cause I feel like dancing tonight.

#anotherdrug

Mr. Know it all

2011-11-02T20:32:00.001+08:00

Mr know it all
Well ya think you know it all
But ya don't know a thing at all
Ain't it something y'all
When somebody tells you something bout you
Think that they know you more than you do
So you take it down another pill to swallow

Mr bring me down
Well ya like to bring me down don't ya
But I ain't laying down, baby
I ain't going down
Can't nobody tell me how it's gonna be
Nobody gonna make a fool out of me
Baby you should know that I lead not follow

Oh you think that you know me, know me
That's why I'm leaving you lonely, lonely
Cause baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me

You ain't got the right to tell me
When and where to go, no right to tell me
Acting like you own me lately
Yeah baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me

Mr play your games
Only got yourself to blame
When you want me back again
But I ain't falling back again
Cause I'm living my truth without your lies
Let's be clear baby this is goodbye
I ain't coming back tomorrow

Oh you think that you know me, know me
That's why I'm leaving you lonely, lonely
Cause baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me

You ain't got the right to tell me
When and where to go, no right to tell me
Acting like you own me lately
Yeah baby you don't know a thing about me
You don't know a thing about me

#love

:/

2011-11-02T00:15:00.001+08:00

Back bone aching :( I didn't want to see that bloody doctor again. I didn't want to let my mum know, she would lead my life after all. Please let me recover, please. I beg.

1st of Nov

2011-11-01T20:22:00.004+08:00

Complete my wine design. Fail!

Clean my room. Fail!

Bank in money. Fail!

Big Fail! Why is everything fail? It's first day of Nov and I'm so lazy already.

I had fourteen hours sleep yesterday night.

Thought I will be energetic the whole day and I'm still yawning.

Okay, forget about it. I'll complete everything tomorrow. I swear! :p

Hope november will be treating me well.

Ohhh ya, I wanna go DJ Tiesto concert. How about Pitbul?

Both will be fun thou.

#mewantgo #gimmemoney

Lots of loves,

Melissa Tan

2011-10-31T16:31:00.002+08:00

Bad thing keep happen lately, forgot my c.card online ID and now my ATM card can't function. I got no money with me :(

Good news is I'm going back to hometown this weekend :D

IAMFREAKINGHAPPYRIGHTNOW wuuhuu ^^

Lots of loves,

Mel :)

2011-10-29T22:15:00.005+08:00

Hi, I've something to share :)

Addicted viewing lookbook website, they have nice photos.

Im like kinda into blazer recently, gonna look for one soon :D

Saw a lot of sweater and knit wear, awww they are so nice.

Lately, me like red and orange color, me like dress, me like blazer.

#melikeeverything

In this midnight

2011-10-28T00:25:00.002+08:00

Should've sleeping right now but I just couldn't fall asleep :/ I hate this feeling, when I'm tired but I just couldn't fall asleep grrrr! Mum is coming this weekend woots woots! Time for shopping! Busy dad can't make it, and he gave me this and that reason :'( why are you always that busy? Pheww, forget about it. I started to miss hometown already, I want to go back! Here comes the weird part when I talk about I miss hometown, I wish to go home like desperately and when I'm there I feel bored and started to miss KL! Fuhhhh, never get enough! Ahhhh I dont care, gonna buy flight ticket for next trip :) Few days trip might be fun!

I've morning class tomorrow, homework haven't finish yet, I'm not ready for tomorrow tutorials. I know I gonna feel bad after showing my works. ME NO LIKE! Can I skip? Just one time! Yea, I know skipping is not good but someday you will like don't feel going to class. Laziness really hit!

And now I realize there are so many bills I haven't pay yet #iamsolazytogooutandpay

I hate paying bills especially when I have to que up and wait there =.=

I'm craving for gong cha in this very midnight, bro invite me to go supper.

Bro, you know what? Your question really bothering me, I'm so hungry right now but I want to slim down. Big no-no for foods in this midnight.

WHAT ELSE I CAN DO IN THIS VERY MIDNIGHT ?

Didn't know I'll get insomnia cause I'm a sleeping queen, hello!

It's halloween tomorrow? Party?

I don't party like I used to anymore, I don't lepak till midnight anymore.

I've healthy lifestyle lately.

Why I sounds so old-lady-life? whatever!

As long as I enjoy hehhh ^^

Ey, why am I still don't feel sleepy?

Me need sleep or else I can't wake up tomorrow and I'll missed the class #help

duhhhh, kay bye. good night.

#ihavenothingtoblogbutistillwanttoblog

Lots of loves,

Melissa

Always think!

2011-10-27T00:38:00.002+08:00

It's my first time using my phone blogging haha! I don't have much to blog but i just feel like typing something before hit my bed (: went out with the brother today and finally get to meet his designer friend, Kit. He is a photographer and graphic designer and he say gonna bring me go photo shoot XD XD wooooo! He is such a nice person. We talked alot, endless topic hoho! It's a good day but but I cut my finger just now when cutting fruits :( okay, it's okay. It's still a nice day, time for bed, good night!

Ribbons!

2011-10-26T16:59:00.004+08:00

some photos to share, they are all ♥

2011-10-25T00:46:00.000+08:00

Sometimes it just gonna be an OUCH!

A day with 24 hours

2011-10-24T14:22:00.002+08:00

I spend at least eight hours on sleeping per day, three to four hours on twitter facebook blogging slacking eating and do nothing at home, at least one hour driving and sometimes even more when traffic jam, four hours class and what else? Now see how many hours I left? 24-8-4-1-4=7 I left seven hours for assignment, photoshoot, research, printing and re-do. I don't even care and I went shopping, having lunch and dinner with bro and we even chilled at cafe almost everyday. To make myself not to feel guilty, I bring along my laptop and tell myself to research while chilling out there. And know what? It's not even work AT ALL! End up talking, laughing and browsing over some website that nothing to do with my research. WTH! Mentally I know what to do but physically is not moving at all. I plan but I don't follow, then whats the point planning all these? Can someone just slap me? I crap a lot. So useless! Yea I know right, I've been talking about assignment again and again in my article for don't know how many thousand times but please let me finish this. I know I mumble like an old lady, gahhh whatever. All these really bothering me all day long. It's like I know I've alot to do, but I'm just way too playful. I went out with work on mind but in another way I'm thinking to have fun. Worst isn't it? I didn't even know how to solve and I continue, arghhhh I don't know what I'm trying to say. I'm so stupid wtf! I set a limit for myself to achieve but I just didn't work hard to that limit, arghhhh whatever. Okay byeeee. #endofmylife

Lots of loves,

Mel

Productive day

2011-10-21T23:59:00.005+08:00

Today is a productive day :) One of my team mate don't show up but our group presentation still goes well. Dear team mate, please wake up on time when there is class! Class were so packed, presentation, tutorial, presenting and discussing project ideas with fiyon and one last thing critic session! But I like her class, always get to learn a lot, endless stuff :) Went off once class finish and Hi doctor! I'm here to see you again and he gave me some vitamin and i did x-ray :(((( Anyway, it's okay, no big deal ^^

Got home right after that, I'm tired! But no, I've to follow my schedule and so went lowyat with my bro to grab camera. Or else, I'll be really running out of time. Finally got it, Hi baby boy :D It's Nikon D5100, I'm not a canon user anymore. Gave the old on to my brother already hehe!

Stucked in a jam for two hours when on our way home #fml

Wasting my time in the car and I do nothing. And now, I'm tired already.

There is schedule for tomorrow also, complete my t-shirt design for teelock competition right by tomorrow and re-do my portfolio work. Is a must! is a must! I've to! I want win the cash! so work!

Talked with my mum and dad just now, awww I miss them. And thanks daddy for the camera :)

He is like, heyy daughter what else you need huh?! I guess you don't need anything else already right? YAAA RIGHT! I'll stop buying. #stopspendingplan pray hard!

Huhhh, I feel like going back but I have no holiday :( But dad say is a must to go back when they wanna move, so are you asking me to skip class? woohoo ^^ Got to go, bye peoples!

Lots of love,

Melissa Tan

I do nothing

2011-10-20T23:27:00.004+08:00

Hi, peoples! I'm on the line again, just feel like blogging before off to bed. Morning class tomorrow and also group presentation. God bless me not to panic and my mind goes blank like it always happen to me when come to presentation LOL! Went grocery shopping with bro this afternoon, he is finally back ^^ As usual, slacked! I slacked a lot lately, only did some research and three sketches which need to show Fiyon tomorrow. Ohh myy, my drawing skills is not as good as before. I'm not saying that I'm good but now is even worst. Ugly drawing TT

Need more practice and browse over some design books. Or else I'll be queuing behind in the class. GAHHHHH! Didnt want to :(

Is week three now and I left another nine weeks to finals and semester break. Nine weeks sounds like a long period isn't it? But NO! I'm running out of time, I've a lot to do. And still I slack, I'm so lazy. I don't work like before anymore. I'm a lazy bumm. Remember last time after a project briefing and I started to plan and stuff, it been a long time I never have this kinda spirit anymore. I didn't know why, I wish to know.

I'm complaining about homework in every single article in my blog. I'm such a . . . . . . . . couldn't think a word to describe. Worst? perhaps.

Get addicted listening to korean songs, influenced by my classmates hohoho ^^

It's nice anyway. Wokay, time for bed. Good night. Loving this rainy night :D sleep tight!

Lots of love,

Melissa Tan

Me no like!

2011-10-20T20:50:00.002+08:00

Do you ever feel like bursting? Do you ever feel like burst into tears?

I did! I didn't know since when I am a cry baby. Fuck my life!

I just can't make things better. WHY ?

Why I just couldn't?

Just a lil bit more, why the hell I just can't make it better?

Yea right, I'm the one choose this path.

I should be responsible.

I'm in a mess. I ruined my own thing.

I'm such a stupid. MOODY TO THE MAX!

:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

Hope is a good start

2011-10-18T12:52:00.005+08:00

Morning! I'm awake from my cozy bed, feel like hiding underneath my blanket for a long long period. Somehow I just hate to face this reality, with all these realistic peoples. Hrmm, but life still goes on. Leave the bad part behind, my life is still beautiful with amazing true friends and family :)

I don't have class today, so I woke up pretty late, gonna catch up some photo shooting session later on at school. WHY IS IT SO FAST COME TO PORTFOLIO CLASS? It's like I'm not ready yet, I don't feel like graduating that fast, I don't want to leave Malaysia that fast study overboard alone out there :( A BIG NONO! I'm afraid but yahhh we have to learn, to grow up. So, face it! Stop complaining and do it better :D

Didn't know why I've the mood to blog once I woke up. Had a long talked with Lim Jia Ki yesterday midnight! Enjoyed every moment chatting with her, we just have endless topics, crazy ideas and random personality :D We share We talk We solved! She is always the right one to talk on. Feeling so blessed to have one like her :D ( I know we sounds so gay for everyone hahaha )

Gonna get prepare and off to school right now. Ohh ya, have to give my dad a call later, important stuff to talk to bwahahah! So much to do so bye peoples and have a good day everyone.

Lots of loves,

Melissa Tan :)

New loves !

2011-10-16T01:08:00.002+08:00

They are loves isn't it ?

I'm going to get the first and the second one, how about the red one?

All looking good! I want i want i want i want !

2011-10-15T01:32:00.002+08:00

My condo guard told me that last two months there were someone's house being break in! I was shocked, I'm afraid to be home alone now. GRRRRRRRR! Gonna ask my bro come home fast! I don't care my mum need him for helping her to move into new house or whatever shit, I WANT HIM COME HOME FAST! I DON'T FREAKING CARE, I'M GETTING CRAZY IN THIS HOUSE SOON!

All of sudden I regret, why I'll have such idea to have own house right here, why not I stay hostel? Then will be better right?! I don't need to face this kinda stress afterall! Duhhhhhh, I'm so stupid! Blame no one :(

Mel :(((((((((((((((((

Hold my heart

2011-10-15T01:19:00.002+08:00

I never meant to be the one to let you down
If anything, I thought I saw myself going first
I didn't know how to stick around
How to see anybody but me be getting hurt

I keep remembering the summer night
And the conversation breaking up the mood
I didn't want to tell you you were right
Like the season changing, oh, I felt it too

Does anybody know how to hold my heart
How to hold my heart?
Cause I don't want to let go, let go, let go too soon

I want to tell you so before the sun goes dark

How to hold my heart
Cause I don't want to let go, let go, let go of you

I'm not the kind to try to tell you lies
But the truth is you've been hiding from it too
I see the end sneaking in behind your eyes
Saying everything no words could ever do

Does anybody know how to hold my heart
How to hold my heart?
Cause I don't want to let go, let go, let go too soon

I want to tell you so before the sun goes dark
How to hold my heart
Cause I don't want to let go, let go, let go of you

Is anybody listening?
Cause I'm crying
Is anybody listening?

Does anybody know how to hold my heart
How to hold my heart?
Cause I don't want to let go, let go, let go too soon

I want to tell you so before the sun goes dark
How to hold my heart
Cause I don't want to let go, let go, let go of you

- sara bareilles

Bad Day Ever

2011-10-14T22:45:00.002+08:00

Supposed to be a good day but everything just turns out so bad. Forgot to take my key when I'm out this morning and when I'm home I was like ; WTH WHERE IS MY KEY? I'M THE ONLY ONE AT HOME NOW AND NO ONE WILL EVER OPEN THE DOOR FOR ME! ( and I remember I left my key at home ) so sadddddd! feeling so helpless!

#careless #stupid #lousy

Drove to wangsa maju to search for ' key-man ' and yup I found one XD XD

Waited for like half an hour for him to come and open the door for me, and finally YUP I'M HOME!

Feeling homeless is so pity :(

I'm so gonna make another pair of key and put it in my car so that I've my key anytime with me :D

It's a bad day but it's an experience.

Unforgettable one anyway.

Lots of loves,

Mel :)

I don't like you

2011-10-13T21:28:00.002+08:00

You know what? I just don't feel like talking to you, or even replying anything about you. I don't know why, you're just annoying for me. Gahhhhhhh, ya I do things according to my mood. Whatsoever, as long as I'm happy! That's even more enough for me, and you get lost!

Loves,

Mel

Wednesday !

2011-10-13T01:47:00.003+08:00

It's gonna be busy days ahead, had two class today. Portfolio and advertising, let's talk about portfolio. I didn't get to re-do alot of stuff and I can straight away move on to photoshoot #weehee Shirly is so sweet, she only wan me to re-do one project. #excited This semester is just so much better than last sem, last 3 months was terrible. Overall, portfolio class is kinda relaxing. Me like!! Next was advertising class, Mr Paulo the new lecturer and also our school director. He talked a lot, explained about commercial, strategy and stuff like that. Thank god I never choose to study marketing or business, or else I'll die in the lecturer hall. He was good, just I'm not interested in it and nearly fall asleep. Gahhhhhhh :(

Came home at five thirty, surprisingly no jam at all while on the way back home. Normally it would be traffic massive jam, duhhh! Went for a jog around my condo, feel so much better after exercise! :)

Okay, gonna go to bed right now. Good night peoples

XOXO

Melissa Tan

The one that got away

2011-10-13T01:37:00.002+08:00

Summer after high school when we first met
We make out in your Mustang to Radio head
And on my 18th birthday we got that chain tattoos
Used to steal your parents' liquor and climb to the roof
Talk about our future like we had a clue
Never plan that one day I'd be losing you

And in another life I would be your girl
We keep all our promises, be us against the world
And in other life I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

I was dreaming you were my Johnny Cash
Never one, we got the other, we made a pact
Sometimes when I miss you, I put those records on, whoa
Someone said you had your tattoo removed
Saw you downtown singing the blues

And in another life I would be your girl
We keep all our promises, be us against the world
And in another life, I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away

The one that got away
The one, the one, the one
The one that got away

All these money can't buy me a time machine, no
Can't replace you with a million rings, no
I should've told you what you meant to me, whoa
'Cause now I pay the price

In another life I would be your girl
We keep all our promises, be us against the world
And in another life, I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

The one, the one, the one, the one
And in another life I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

#nicesongs #nicelyrics #awesome #melike

Wish you were here

2011-10-10T15:45:00.002+08:00

I can be tough I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all
There's a girl who gives a shit

Behind this wall, you've just walked through it

And I remember all those crazy things you said

You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn Damn Damn
What I'd do to have you

here here here
I wish you were here
Damn Damn Damn
What I'd do to have you
near near near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

Strangers

2011-10-08T14:20:00.003+08:00

Met a middle-age lady yesterday while having high-tea with Chlover. Intended to go home after did some shopping with the classmates, unluckily was raining heavily out there, so why not have a sit while waiting the rain to stop :D This is how it start! She asked permission to take a photo of us and we are like okayyyyy, why not?! :D And a while more, she asked to sit down and have a talk. She is cute isn't it?! The long talk then begin ................... about life.

Loves,

Melissa Tan

Raffles Graduation Show 2011

2011-10-07T22:23:00.011+08:00

Visited my college graduation show last two days at J.W Marriott, it was really great and inspiring.

' Senses ' is the theme for this year. Everyone did a good job. Hard work pay off!

( Sorry for the really bad quality photos down here, iphone camera is not that good though. )

The next graduation would be showing my booth already.

* excited yet nervous *

It's Joshua booth up there, and also my favourite booth of the day :)

with Allan Hang

with the girl, classmates

with chlover :)

the fashion show

( as what i mentioned up there, really bad quality photos lol )

the sweet couple :D

me of the day ^^

my favourite photo of the day ; me with joshua :)

chilled at overtime after the show

snap !

watched Nasi Lemak 2.0, rating 3/10

didn't know what is it about? politic?

Gahhhh, home at three something. Tiring

Wondering how's my booth gonna be on my graduation show, what am I gonna display? What/s my theme? Nervous weihhhh

xoxo

Melissa Tan

Someone like you

2011-10-05T21:34:00.003+08:00

I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
"I'll remember", you said,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Yeah.

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday it was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over, yeah.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
"I'll remember", you said,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
"I'll remember", you said,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.

- she is awesome -

fashion stuff

2011-10-05T21:18:00.004+08:00

they are all nice, simple yet awesome outfits.

enjoy readers :)

Loves .

Mel <3

2011-10-04T00:15:00.001+08:00

Seriously, I'm afraid to stay home alone. No jokes! #frightened

random photos from lil iphone

2011-10-03T23:22:00.014+08:00

very random post cause I'm lazy to arrange the photos.

bro ^^

room ^^

foods ^^

the smurf ^^

final assignment; mcdonalds annual report ^^

messy table LOL

found this pretty awesome lamp in Ikea ^^

loving tweegram lately

homemade grill bacon

new toy ^^

plants ^^

mushroom growing on tree trunks at grandma place

some random hang out photos

yogurt ice cream at D5

time to go back KL :(

photo before landing ^^

me ^^

At this rainy day . . .

2011-10-03T20:22:00.003+08:00

And so, I'm back to the city today. The flight is so shaky cause of the strong wind and drizzlingly , I got so frightened. Was forcing myself to sit still and take a nap but I just couldn't. Hate to be in this situation :/ Thank god reached safely, 45 minutes journey make me feel like a very long journey LOL! Took my luggage and ciaoz. Took a nap once I reached and start to clean the house and un-pack my luggage afterwards. The whole house is in a mess, cause of never tidy and off to hometown. Too excited for holiday caused all of these shits, grrrrr!!

Had my late-lunch with classmates at Levain, it was raining cats and dogs out there :/

To KL ; do you know once you rain and massive traffic jam is everywhere ?! So please choose a right time to rain, maybe midnight ? :D

Ate smoked salmon pizza there and the taste is just normal. hrmmm. Drop by Jusco for some grocery shopping before home. Grab some fruits and vege. Healthy meals start now!

Okay, done talking about daily life and here to share some random thoughts. I always have a lot to share, inner thoughts always there when I've no time to blog. Gahhhhh, and also due to my laziness my blogpost getting lesser and lesser :( #hatebeingsolazy

Trying my best to remember everything and write it out. Blogging is a good way to improve writing :DDDDD

Ohhhh, I've lesser friends lately. I don't know why. I'm not friendly? awwww :(

But, I'm not the only one realize all these, some of my friends did also. Secondary school life always rock. No point missing old times when you know there is no turning back, appreciate now with no regrets. This is what I always mention in my blog, it's true. Once the moment past, there is no more. And peoples started to ask did I have a partner? Frankly speaking, I've no one with me right now. Not even one. Or you might think that I'm weird or must be lying by telling you all these. This is the fact, it's been few months I pass my life all by myself, with some harmless-friends perhaps?! To be serious, boredom always hit, feeling alone sucks. I overcome all the way by my own. Letting myself to be more independent but not anti-social. Socialize is a need in life. Always cherish every single moment :)

#peoplechange #lifegoeson

I remember last few semester when I was on the way going back to hometown, I was excited to meet my friends and hang out. Planning this and that and one week holiday is not enough at all. I got myself being busy everyday. And now, things changed. I spend most of my time staying at home and some quality time with family. No more going out with big batch peoples and some I don't even know who are they. Big SIGH! Outing with one closed friend is more than enough, or a few.

Gahhh, easy come easy go. smile smile smile :)

Family stuff is doing all good #lovely

#study

This term would be the last second semester in raffles. Getting a lil bit panic already cause planning for graduation show and stuff is just next semester and this semester would be preparing portfolio and concept. I know would be sort of time and seriously need to plan and improve time management. Didn't want to suffer at the final week and feeling stress then spamming twitter like a dumbass. I'm so gonna work hard for all of these cause I believe hard work always pay. Internship after graduation is a big challenge for me personally. Cause I never work in my life time. After done all of these and I'll be continue my degree overseas :D

Seriously hope everything goes smoothly according to my plan.

#money

Lately, I've a lot of bills to pay. Phone bill, electric and water bill, maintenance fees, internet bill. Duhhhh, everything is just money money and what? MONEY! The world is like, no money no talking. Human work and pay, this is the reality life. hrmmmmm..... i know working out there ain't easy, i'm so gonna promised myself to stop spending rather than feel guilty at the end. Spending a lot of money is not good hahaha lol!!

#me

Hi, I'm Melissa, 19 this year and I'm a visual communication student. Yup I know it's is not a self introduction but I just feel like writing this before I get started. Duhhhh, I'm a lamer as usual. Here come October and trust me, time flies and afterwards we will be welcoming december already. December is just a perfect month for everyone, isn't it? For me, it is. Cause Christmas fall on Dec, talking about christmas I'll be flashing back a lot of unforgettable nice memories. Hoping this year would be a good one also :) Memories always stay, and peoples leave. It shouldn't be like this but we can't control. The world wouldn't stop moving because of you, reality always show the true colours and so even the closest person with you, someday they will change. Not to say out of expectation but expected. Always learn to accept the truth. I'm learning, I always want to learn and improve. Never want to be a loser bwahahah!

wokay, that's it for today. didn't want to continue mumble like an old woman. byeee readers ^^

lots of loves,

Melissa Tan

2011-09-29T19:27:00.001+08:00

Ohhh joy, time to reveal :)

life is a challenge

2011-09-09T18:28:00.007+08:00

I'm busy lately, baby bloggie get neglected behind. Just came back from hometown three days ago, had ten days break, it was freaking fun. Life in hometown always the awesome one, had really good time with family and friends. Been missing my mum and my dad lately lol! I'm always my parent's lil girl. No matter how independent I am, I'm always a kid in their eye. I actually took limo back from the airport, and now I know Malaysia have their own mini limo hahaha! so cute! Reached home and I saw my bro and all my stuff he bought it in UK for me on my bed, awwwwww :) He is so sweet isn't it, I'm so happy weeeheee ^^

Due to my ' finish-assignments-at-hometown ' plan fail, and so I'm in a rush in everything. Yea, I've to bear with it, it's my own laziness caused all of these. I worked like a mad lady, I don't do other thing other than sitting in front of my laptop dealing with illustrator, photoshop and in-design. Telling myself I've to finish all of this then i can go for my semester break. weeehee !! Can't wait to go back hometown once again.

Our trip to Malacca for wall painting have been postponed, my lecturer said the government going to pay for accommodation and stuff. Two more weeks to end this semester and I left another two sem with Raffles, advanced diploma life gonna end just like that and it's time to plan for degree. Time really flies, catch up catch up !

I felt frustrated sometimes, when I can't finish my works and I have to stayed up late just because of all these fugly works but in the other way this is life challenge . I always want to challenge and I'll feel proud of myself when things done. Feeling satisfied is awesome (:

These days, I realize a lot of things around me, there are always good and the bad one. Depends on how you handle it and prove them they are dealing with the wrong people. To let them regret but not you. Okay, I'm not going to talk much about this. Anyway, my life is still awesome. Bye readers (:

xoxo

Melissa Tan

I love you like a love song baby

2011-09-09T18:22:00.002+08:00

It's been said and done
Every beautiful thought's been already sung
And I guess right now here's another one
So your melody will play on and on, with the best of them
You are beautiful, like a dream come alive, incredible
A centerfold miracle, lyrical
You've saved my life again
And I want you to know baby

I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

______________________________________________________________________

I'm addicted to this song seriously, the beats and music is just so right . * like *

Don't take everything as granted

2011-09-03T08:28:00.004+08:00

Nahhhhh, people can stab you from behind just like that. Beware beware! None of them out there are that sincere, you make everything simple but others don't. So yea, keep silent, life goes on (:

family love

2011-09-03T08:24:00.003+08:00

I'm excited, my parents either. We are all excited. Bro landed safely in Malaysia!

weeeeheee ^^ Can't wait to see him :)

xoxo

Melissa Tan

updated

2011-08-31T14:26:00.014+08:00

I know I've been neglected my bloggie for quite some time, life been busy these days. I'm now having one week holiday in hometown, feeling so free and relax :) My back-to-hometown-plan is staying at home, finish my assignments then back to KL and pass up everything. Actual plan fail, end up I hang out everyday and I didn't start anything yet grrrrrrrr. Life in hometown always that great, hanging out with friends and family day is awesome. This is why I have no mood to do my work at all.

Didn't know where should I start to blog, miss out too much. Guess I'll just upload every single photos in my phone cause it's all related to my daily life.

the latest me ^^

hang out with this guy from Kampar to 1U

this guy and his girl friend came along too :)

and we had beer session at Beer Factory, Sunway Giza

and also meet up with this girl and her bf there .

beer + games = awesome KL life :)

I hate driving in KL when raining , so jam =.=

snowflakes ! yum yum ^^

Best nasi lemak in Papa Rich

I'm getting fatter and fatter cause I ate alot :(

those delicious foods are so tempting ! grrrr

midnight shisha with classmates, relaxing :D

went to Pudu to cut paper with this bloody people :D

She is so cuteeeee !!

see how big is the cutting machine , one shot and cut all the

paper no matter how thick the paper is, cool isn't it ^^

random shots , i'm bored waiting my paper to be done

shopping day with my junior, Chlover at Pavilion

nothing much, just a skirt and two singlet and I'm happy already (:

Celebrating Keera birthday in school cafeteria

we bought baskin robbin cake and everything was melt

when reached school :(

Allan's 21st birthday surprise at TGI Friday, Pavilion

Their house rule is the birthday guy have to stand on chair when we sing birthday song XD

and a friend from far hold the cake and he have to blow from the place he stand .

can't reach even blow hardly and go nearer

and blown ! finally ^^

His sis and bro were there also , it's a great night :)

My identity system design

Designing a logo and apply at letterhead name card and also envelope

Back to hometown and mum was playing my phone camera haha

before cut my hair in Kenzo

my hair seriously like grass already :(

After hair cut :D

We had girl's gathering last night and this guy show up

after that . we had lotsa fun ^^

me with pohli , my long-time-no-see friend

me with limsueting the crazy zha bo

three of us

me with the lousy people :D

♥

miss limpigyun with miss monkey

last picture before everyone go home

we're the secondary school friends :D

glad to see them weeeeee

okay , nothing much .

byeeeee ^^

15 August

2011-08-15T00:03:00.002+08:00

Boredom caused emo ; emo shits ! I hate being emo , that's why I like to arrange my schedule pack . Miss my parents all in a sudden , and my brother . Family always the awesome one :D

always be myself

2011-08-14T00:46:00.004+08:00

Being the one with your own personality and style might bring you smile . Recently , my life is pack . I'm a failure when come to time management , I don't know how many times did I mentioned in my blog that I want to control my time management but still I can't manage it well . These days , I close my skype , facebook and twitter when I'm doing my work , but here comes my phone beep-ing , whatsapp is fun but it is really bothering me when I'm doing my work . Using a smart phone ain't a good thing also LOL ! I can easily separate my attention , NOT GOOD ! My assignments goes harder and harder , we're not being pampered anymore . Lecturers are giving us tough and hard time , just want us to be a better design student . I'm not complaining nor hating them , cause I know this is the way to improve :) bear with it !

Addicted to Korean songs lately , Penny gave me like alot of Korean songs and I'm listening to them non-stop *like*

Almost everyday , I spend at least one hour lying on my bed daily dreaming . What kinda designer I can be next time ? A RM 50 designer or a RM 500 designer ? ( It's in my hand , I decide ) What should I get next ? Ipad ? ( Isn't that too much girl ) Should I buy a dslr now or next semester or when I need it for portfolio later on ? ( research and survey , with no regrets ) Is my closet enough of clothes ? ( you will never get enough ) I don't think my shoes is enough ( you got like 10++ pair of shoes at the shoe rack already what you want ?! ) Dior just launched a new perfume and I'm loving the smell so much , should i buy ? ( you don't really use your perfume , why buy ?! ) counting down how many days back to hometown , I'm so excited . ( but why everytime when I'm back I feel so bored and I want back to KL ? what the hell you want bitch ? ) Why he texted me almost everyday ? ( always remember he is not good )

Positive and negative minded , stop dreaming and work for yourself .

everything is in your hand ! Better stop now before I continue mumbling around , ciaoz readers ^^

xoxo,

Melissa Tan

2011-08-13T01:12:00.002+08:00

Sincerely , from the bottom of my true heart , I really want to , and I wish , I can stop spending my parents money cause I feel so guilty :/

2011-08-12T23:43:00.003+08:00

this is the latest-bloody-face-of-me

hoping my hair to grow longer and so I can perm it !

hoping my skin getting better !

hoping my face getting thinner !

all I hope is getting nice :)

Love it

2011-08-12T23:23:00.005+08:00

Body buff from Sephora

Time to scrub your body and get a better skin :D

Loving this so much and smells good !

Nail polish from Etude House !

Pink and grey are just nice :D

Dress from Jaspal ; Singlet from Topshop ; pleated belt from cotton on and lastly my favourite skirt from chapter 8

( the dress comes with patterns on the fabric , can't really see the patterns here cause i edited the photo with effects LOL )

Did a little shopping last week and I'm loving it .

xoxo

Melissa Tan

It's a Great days ahead !

2011-08-12T22:09:00.009+08:00

Hii , I'm officially back . Everything back on track :) From now on , I will update my blog frequently , I want put everything inside , it's all about my long life journey .

Attend Fiyon class on Wednesday and Thursday , glad that my progress work is doing great . Hoping everything goes well .

Wednesday schedule ; As usual came home after class and was in a massive traffic jam cause it was raining cats and dogs out there . Reached home , shower , homework and went to bed . It's a simple day .

Thursday schedule ; Class at 2p.m. , had fun with the annoying-classmates :D Groceries shopping with the classmates at Jusco before heading to chlover's place to cook dinner . Reached her place at seven and we started to prepare ingredients and stuff , and guess what ? We cooked six dishes for dinner and it took us three hours . Had dinner at almost 10p.m. was hungry like mad LOL ! I didn't get to take photos for the dishes cause I'm busy eating :D so just a few photos for the cooking time , bear with my shooting skills .

Chefs for the night , guy from China and girl from Johore . They both are pro ! Cause the dishes are really great :) two thumbs-up ! Me being the helper in the kitchen , I cut vege and stuff , I'm a pro also hahaha !

Movie after dinner , The rise of the planet of the apes . The movie is just nice , but I don't really like the ending , there will be the season 2 for this movie I guess . Rating 6/10 . Movie end at 1 something midnight and they all followed me home cause I wanna get clothes and overnight at Chlover's place .

Supper before home at Old Town Cafe , chit-chatting around and the clock showing it's 4a.m already . Oh- myyy , time just flies . Went home and off to bed at 5 , it's morning already . Ohh-myy-awesome-lifeee ! :D

photos took at old town with my phone :D

Yup , I got the iphone 4 white already , thanks dad for buying me stuff once again .

* hugs *

The girls for the night , me with yijing at the first picture .

And the second one is chlover with me .

We had fun :D

( don't like the specky-me lol )

Lots of loves ,

Melissa Tan

simple day

2011-08-08T21:40:00.003+08:00

I finally tweet and my blog won't be twitter blog anymore . Won't be posting one sentences for an article hahaha :D Getting iphone4 white tomorrow , excited ! I won't left my bloggie empty here , will update soon :) So stay tuned !

2011-08-08T13:41:00.004+08:00

Thank you for accompanied me the whole night and also a few text before off to bed :)

2011-08-08T03:25:00.000+08:00

I'm so scareeee :/

2011-08-07T22:08:00.000+08:00

Never get enough !

2011-08-07T22:07:00.003+08:00

If one day I've no laptop , I don't know how am I gonna live .

2011-08-07T22:07:00.001+08:00

Life is not as simple as before anymore .

2011-08-07T22:06:00.002+08:00

I find out I got no one to talk to :/

2011-08-07T15:46:00.000+08:00

I'm awake at 2pm , cooked my own lunch and now gonna start my assignments !

2011-08-07T02:22:00.001+08:00

Everytime I saw my cousins post somethin about my grandma , I actually :/

2011-08-07T01:14:00.003+08:00

I just simply love today cause I had fun ! Another thing is I don't deal with assignments for the whole day :D And yea I finally watched Captain America ; rating 8 out of 10 . Is a nice movie :)

Happy Shopping Day

2011-08-07T00:54:00.005+08:00

Hiii ! I'm back with two bottle nail polish from Etude House ; one pink one grey , a brown colour pleated belt from Cotton On , a graphic singlet from Topshop and a fountain pen for my bloody assignments from Parker which cost me 80 bucks . damn it ! The promoter said can put my name on top of the pen and I did that cause it's free of charge :D Ate alot , had lunch at Ben's place and dinner at western restaurant . Forgotten the name LOL ! Had a good day with allan and claire :)

2011-08-06T12:43:00.001+08:00

Today will be a shopping day ahead ! byee bloody assignments , I don't freaking care about you :D

2011-08-06T12:39:00.004+08:00

for your information I went to bed at 10.30p.m yesterday night and I'm awake at 10.30 this morning . I cleaned the house and gonna prepare now and off to pavilion with another two friends !

2011-08-05T00:20:00.000+08:00

Grrrrrr ! I'm so panic wtf

2011-08-04T18:33:00.002+08:00

I'm I'm going to print my magazine tomorrow ! My sixty pages magazine is going to be printed out tomorrow on my hand and send for perfect bind and I'm done one heavy assignments :)

Tra-la-la-la-la-la ! Can you feel my happiness ? I'm like freaking effing excited for it . haaaaa ! Ignored me I know I'm pretty lame but I'm lovin' it (:

2011-08-04T18:30:00.001+08:00

Now I'm thinking to sign maxis plan or digi ?! LOL why the hell am I so sissy ? Can't you just don't think all those bloody sissy stuff sweat !

2011-08-04T18:29:00.000+08:00

Inspiring inspiring ! :D I feel so glad ! Anyway is a good start :)

2011-08-04T13:24:00.000+08:00

off to school ! ciaoz peoples :D

2011-08-04T00:01:00.001+08:00

He called me ! exciteddd :)

2011-08-03T19:33:00.002+08:00

Surprisingly fiyon accept my idea and she choose 2 out of 3 ! XDDDDDD

I did it this morning and I thought I will get rejected all three ideas

The feeling of satisfiedddd :D

always be me .

2011-08-03T13:11:00.000+08:00

2011-08-03T08:31:00.001+08:00

Good morning ! start sketching since I'm awake . My ideas always come in the morning , not midnight anymore :D

2011-08-03T00:55:00.001+08:00

I can't even squeeze out one idea , my mind stuck . damn it !

2011-08-02T23:19:00.001+08:00

Stress out with workload :(

2011-08-02T19:16:00.001+08:00

When only i can have a day out without assignments on my mind ? I wonder .

2011-08-02T19:10:00.000+08:00

My eyes got so tireddddd :/

2011-08-02T16:27:00.001+08:00

I cooked ABC soup ! slurrppppp :)

2011-08-02T13:34:00.002+08:00

I will beat you down in these three days , you bloody assignments !

Byeeee :)

2011-08-02T13:33:00.001+08:00

Skipped class again . I'm sorry Mr wan :( I'm in a rush TT

2011-08-02T00:35:00.003+08:00

I'm done with sixty pages of magazine since this morning 8am sitting in front my lappie till now LOL ! Just came back from printing black and white version for tomorrow mock up . Effiing tired ! Time for bed , good night :D

2011-07-31T22:56:00.001+08:00

I simply hate here when I'm alone . Missing the parents so much ! four more weeks back to hometown . counting down ! I can't wait .

2011-07-31T22:55:00.000+08:00

I'm back to Kuala Lumpur . Back to my working table with heavy works :(

2011-07-30T19:24:00.000+08:00

One thing I don't like here is the weather .

Super hot weather is not good !

2011-07-30T19:10:00.001+08:00

I didn't do any of my assignments OMG

2011-07-30T19:08:00.000+08:00

I don't feel like going back to KL tomorrow :(

2011-07-30T19:06:00.000+08:00

Spending my whole day with my mum is ♥

2011-07-30T17:50:00.001+08:00

Loving my hometown so much !

Hanging out with friends is so fun :)

2011-07-29T01:14:00.000+08:00

Limrunwei say balik sekarang ! XD

I'm I'm so so so exxcciiteddddd ! XD

2011-07-29T00:40:00.001+08:00

I'm not going to sleep tonight , I want finish my assignments as much as I can and then it would be two days holiday in hometown XD

2011-07-29T00:38:00.002+08:00

I'm coming home . coming home . tell the world I'm coming home .

Yayyy ! I'm going back to my hometown later . weeeee !

I wanna visit keat hwa high school :)

2011-07-28T21:27:00.001+08:00

My hair smells good :)

I'm loving my hair tying each and every way !

2011-07-28T21:22:00.001+08:00

Guess I found a better doctor this time .

The painful gone on my leg .

God bless :)

Loves

Melissa Tan

so true

2011-07-28T21:12:00.004+08:00

I'm loving these ♥

found this when browsing on the web .

cool isn' it XD

to be ready

2011-07-28T21:09:00.002+08:00

My blog is ready to be spam .

I might treating my bloggie like twitter :)

xoxo .

Melissa Tan

shop shop and shop !

2011-07-28T21:05:00.003+08:00

What else in my mind now other than Jaspal ?! :D

They are on sales now and I got myself a dress . *winks*

Loving my life with shopping :D

Sales are like everywhere no matter which shop .

Might be heading to Pavilion next monday to grab something again with the classmates :)

Lots of loves ,

Melissa Tan

cherish !

2011-07-25T02:04:00.000+08:00

Was on the phone with mum then dad then mum :)

family always the best one XD

Trusting no one

2011-07-25T01:39:00.002+08:00

Recently , I meet double faces peoples . I can say , fakers is everywhere . Maybe , even your close friends might be the one . Trusting no one in reality , maybe only the one for you . Life is tiring sometimes . I got so speechless and I remain silent . Silent is the only peaceful-ness , I just don't want any argument . Trust me , I wouldn't be a loser when an argument start but I just don't want all these in my life . So lousy and meaningless . Friends are everywhere , how about true friends ? So hard to has a true friend in life and if you has one , cherish the one ! Some friends only want benefits , some friends only appear when they need you , some friends mean to be with you . Frankly speaking , I don't really have much of friends that really can talk and share . I always beware of friends . I don't mean to be that bad , just self-protecting . Everything is just out of my expectation every time , I got so lazy to expects anymore . Hoping my life to be good , it's my lifeeee !

Do you know talking that way is just being a joker in my eyes ? You never get a pride , you never have the status cause you sucks ! You're making yourself look even more worse . Come on ! I'm a daughter of my parents , my parents can afford everything of me and I don't need anyone with wealthy come to me . I don't need that , cause I only take everything of mine but not given by strangers . Don't judge me by external , I may prove you wrong . I hate insulting , but i won't fight back if i being insult . I don't mind cause I lost nothing , and one thing you just make me remember you . Taking advantages from your friends ain't a good thing , don't be the dump one saying your friends never realize but in fact they did and you're the one being a dump ass in their eyes . I'm just saying truth and I really highlight you up in my list .

Okay , finish complaining here . time for bed :)

Good night peoples !

Lots of loves ,

Melissa Tan